Makeup.... it really works

Yeah, so I decided that makeup and taking time to get ready for the day really makes a difference. I would say this is the real deal... these pictures, but I am too ashamed of my acne... so I edited it out on the first one only. The last one is real besides the fact that I cropped it. Anywho, this is basically me before I got ready for the day and the finnishing look. You could call it a before and after pic! For all you guys out there, this is why girls where make up. The pictures don't even justify the real thing. It is kind of hard to tell that I took a shower and I straightened my hair, but just so you know... I did. OKay, this blog isn't going anywhere. So I just thought you all should know.... man... I guess this is what it comes to.... blogging about my daily morning routine. WOW... okay, well I guess I get to go to work now. Thats right... it seems that all I do is sleep eat and work. Then when school starts... homework will be added. I don't seem to have time for fun anymore... okay I do, but yeah. What I am trying to say is... call me!.... so I wont be so bored anymore! As my best freind would say... "Toodle pip!" (aka... goodbye)

ex boyfriend

You see this guy right here? His name is Josh Jay Jones. We have been together for a month... about. It was one awesome month! I had my birthday and so did he. So much happened between us that made is closer and closer. I thought things would work out and this relationship would last. I was so excited. Last Friday we went on a date and he gave me this beautiful necklace that I have been wearing everyday. That day I felt like I knew him so much better. I understood everything about him... why he did things the way he did. I learned to look past everything and love him. So that is exactly what I told him that night... that I loved him. I don't know whether it was because of those three words or it was because he realized how weird I am, but these past four days he had been avoiding me in all ways possible. It hurt more than anything I had felt in a while. I cried every night wondering what was wrong and being paranoid that this guy I had fallen in love with was about to dump me. By the 3rd night, I realized that no respectful boyfriend would treat his girlfriend this way, so I planned on breaking up with him on our one month day... this Saturday. It looks like he beat me to it... he broke up with me today over text. How lame is that?

• he said "Hey buddy i have been doing some thinking lately and i just decided that this is not working out so i think we should just be friends"

Anyway, so I do not understand why this happened. All I can do is look on the bright side of things. Of coarse I still love him and maybe I always will... because he will always be a part of me. Well, i guess this explains why I am single yet agian.... maybe it doesn't, but I just thought everyone should know what has been going on in my life since my last post. I guess I will write again after my Madrigal retreat this weekend. I would like some feedback on this whole big situation... maybe something to add to the bright side. I don't know. Bye then