I decided it was about time to tell you about my oh so handsome lover boy named Joshua Randy Walker... you can call him Joshie-poo! Jk I love him to death! He has been one of my best guy friends since my sophomore year where we met in drivers Ed. I had the biggest crush on him back then and he knew it too. I have pictures of the last day of sophomore year where he had his arm around both me and his girlfriend. There were even people who thought we were together at the beginning of our junior year. It was just my way of flirting with one of the many guys I liked. Then I went to Bingham ball with him after 
getting permission from his girlfriend who was one of my great friends at the time. He ditched me to be with her because she was crying out of jealousy (he regrets doing that now). After that dance, I realized I had to move on. Josh was only making me upset. We still hung out, but not as much, and I had convinced myself I didn’t like him anymore. Man I was wrong. Over the summer, we started to hang out again. But he would tell me high school relationships were stupid and he never wanted to get into one again. I was thinking "I want to be his girlfriend, but he doesn't want one, so I will find someone else." I did just that and went out with Josh Jones (in a previous blog). The next time I saw Josh Walker he had a new girlfriend named Mandy. I wanted to rip his head off! 
He lied to me. What happened to no girlfriends? Yeah, I was upset. School started up and we had Calculus together. My ex had broken up with me the weak before. We went right back to flirting a lot... even though he had a girlfriend. A little over one month into school we got to talking and I found out he was going to ask me to be his girlfriend, but then I got together with Josh Jones. That really made me go crazy... he should have asked me! We started to hang out more at school when he wasn't with Mandy. That girl hated me because Josh told her he kind of liked me. Then this thing started up where a group of my friends would stage kiss each other randomly. Josh joined in and he would stage kiss me once in a while. The only thought that crossed my mind was "move those thumbs.... I want to really kiss you!" Then one random day [Oct 19th], I just had to ask him, have you ever wanted to kiss me?" He answered it by giving me the quickest real kiss I have ever had. A week later he broke up with his girlfriend. I wasn't the full reason why, but I helped. Josh kept asking me to be his girl friend, but I would say no because I didn’t feel ready for commitment... flirting is way too fun! Three weeks later, I finally said yes on November 18th. 
I have now gotten my flirting habit under control. You will rarely find me flirting with someone else now. I love Josh too much. I guess our time to be together finally came. Whenever I was single, he had a girlfriend. Whenever he was single, I was involved with another guy. My dream has finally come true; I have always wanted to date a best friend. He knows me better than anyone else! His family is amazing too. They treat me like family. I even hang out at his house when he isn't there. My little sister, Whitney has become friends with his little sister Michelle. I am able to call his parents by their first names and they call me by my nickname Kenny. They give me hugs and take care of me in more than a million ways. Right now I live at their house half of the time. So yeah, that is my boyfriend, and I plan on staying with him for quite sometime! :D
getting permission from his girlfriend who was one of my great friends at the time. He ditched me to be with her because she was crying out of jealousy (he regrets doing that now). After that dance, I realized I had to move on. Josh was only making me upset. We still hung out, but not as much, and I had convinced myself I didn’t like him anymore. Man I was wrong. Over the summer, we started to hang out again. But he would tell me high school relationships were stupid and he never wanted to get into one again. I was thinking "I want to be his girlfriend, but he doesn't want one, so I will find someone else." I did just that and went out with Josh Jones (in a previous blog). The next time I saw Josh Walker he had a new girlfriend named Mandy. I wanted to rip his head off! 
He lied to me. What happened to no girlfriends? Yeah, I was upset. School started up and we had Calculus together. My ex had broken up with me the weak before. We went right back to flirting a lot... even though he had a girlfriend. A little over one month into school we got to talking and I found out he was going to ask me to be his girlfriend, but then I got together with Josh Jones. That really made me go crazy... he should have asked me! We started to hang out more at school when he wasn't with Mandy. That girl hated me because Josh told her he kind of liked me. Then this thing started up where a group of my friends would stage kiss each other randomly. Josh joined in and he would stage kiss me once in a while. The only thought that crossed my mind was "move those thumbs.... I want to really kiss you!" Then one random day [Oct 19th], I just had to ask him, have you ever wanted to kiss me?" He answered it by giving me the quickest real kiss I have ever had. A week later he broke up with his girlfriend. I wasn't the full reason why, but I helped. Josh kept asking me to be his girl friend, but I would say no because I didn’t feel ready for commitment... flirting is way too fun! Three weeks later, I finally said yes on November 18th. 
I have now gotten my flirting habit under control. You will rarely find me flirting with someone else now. I love Josh too much. I guess our time to be together finally came. Whenever I was single, he had a girlfriend. Whenever he was single, I was involved with another guy. My dream has finally come true; I have always wanted to date a best friend. He knows me better than anyone else! His family is amazing too. They treat me like family. I even hang out at his house when he isn't there. My little sister, Whitney has become friends with his little sister Michelle. I am able to call his parents by their first names and they call me by my nickname Kenny. They give me hugs and take care of me in more than a million ways. Right now I live at their house half of the time. So yeah, that is my boyfriend, and I plan on staying with him for quite sometime! :D
