music video

I have graduated from High School by now of coarse. I haven't written on here in ages. Right now it is Christmas break and I can't wait to get back up to USU in Logan. But while I was visiting with my family for these 3 weeks, I found a music video I made my Sophomore year of High School, so I put it on You Tube and have decided to show it to everyone. YAY! Well, tell me what you think about it. Thanks

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Bunnies!

I like this title. I think it is pretty exciting. It probably has to do with the bouncy mood I am in, my boyfriend's nickname as a little boy, his new nickname and my Christmas present he got me. I know I am a couple weeks late on blogging about what I got for Christmas, but I finally decided to get around to it. :P If you read my wish list, you would know that I got that nice bed set. The picture doesn't even justify it! I will put it this way... I used to do homework on my bed all of the time, but now that is dangerous because the bed set is too comfortable and I fall asleep every time (literally). The sheets are 350 thread count... I think. Well, they are way soft, so yeah. :P When I look at it I think it looks just like those cute displays at the store. It has the 2 main pillows, 2 big pillows with pretty cases, and 1 decorative pillow. I am in love with my bed now. Whatever will I do when I go off to college? Anywho, back to Christmas. I got a 25 dollar gift card from Kalli, and Brooke got me the movie Step Up and *drum roll*.... A PINK BRA... with polka dots! I think it is exciting! My mom also got me more clothes and a pretty ring! Whitney didn't really get me anything, but I am fine with that. As kids, we finally got a Play station 2. I know... kind of late. Seeing as PS3 just came out. Oh well. Whitney got the game DDR along with 2 dance pads. We play that all the time, and I have to admit I feel like I have gotten much better. In fact, I want to play it now. I don't know why, but this has been one of my most favorite Christmases ever. I enjoyed it and felt the Christmas spirit more. Despite that most of Christmas morning, we watch Whitney the 12 year old open present after present, I didn't care. I was just happy that my whole family was there and we were all together. It was something I will always remember until a better Christmas comes along. Anyway, my Christmas story is not over yet, so let me get around to it. That night we all went our separate ways to visit other important people in our lives and give them their gifts. Brooke went of with Scotty boy, Kalli went out to see a movie with some friends, my parents went to visit Grig's parents, Whitney did something else also, and then I was able to spend a few hours with my one and only HONEY BUNNY! Bwahahaha.... lol. Yes, that is the new nickname I gave him. Hehehe For his present I got him some clothes. I know it sounds a little lame, but I decided he wore his black pants a lot and needed a little change by wearing worn down looking jeans. Also, a lot of his shirts have funny little sayings on them that I don't mind, but it is nice to see him wearing layers and other types once in a while. I hope he didn't mind them. I also got him kissing dogs, and a Moose that has my voice recorded on it. Then guess what he got me? A bunny named Amanda from Build a Bear! She is the cutest thing with her ducky blue pajamas and slippers! When you squeeze her hand she tells you she loves you. It is super cute! She makes my new bed set look even more amazing. I sleep with her every night and I am not afraid to admit it! Although, somehow she ends up 5 feet away from me when I wake up. Oh well. Okay, now I am done with my Christmas story. You may comment on this now. I give you permission. Well, thanks for reading and keep visiting me!

My loverboy!

I decided it was about time to tell you about my oh so handsome lover boy named Joshua Randy Walker... you can call him Joshie-poo! Jk I love him to death! He has been one of my best guy friends since my sophomore year where we met in drivers Ed. I had the biggest crush on him back then and he knew it too. I have pictures of the last day of sophomore year where he had his arm around both me and his girlfriend. There were even people who thought we were together at the beginning of our junior year. It was just my way of flirting with one of the many guys I liked. Then I went to Bingham ball with him after getting permission from his girlfriend who was one of my great friends at the time. He ditched me to be with her because she was crying out of jealousy (he regrets doing that now). After that dance, I realized I had to move on. Josh was only making me upset. We still hung out, but not as much, and I had convinced myself I didn’t like him anymore. Man I was wrong. Over the summer, we started to hang out again. But he would tell me high school relationships were stupid and he never wanted to get into one again. I was thinking "I want to be his girlfriend, but he doesn't want one, so I will find someone else." I did just that and went out with Josh Jones (in a previous blog). The next time I saw Josh Walker he had a new girlfriend named Mandy. I wanted to rip his head off! He lied to me. What happened to no girlfriends? Yeah, I was upset. School started up and we had Calculus together. My ex had broken up with me the weak before. We went right back to flirting a lot... even though he had a girlfriend. A little over one month into school we got to talking and I found out he was going to ask me to be his girlfriend, but then I got together with Josh Jones. That really made me go crazy... he should have asked me! We started to hang out more at school when he wasn't with Mandy. That girl hated me because Josh told her he kind of liked me. Then this thing started up where a group of my friends would stage kiss each other randomly. Josh joined in and he would stage kiss me once in a while. The only thought that crossed my mind was "move those thumbs.... I want to really kiss you!" Then one random day [Oct 19th], I just had to ask him, have you ever wanted to kiss me?" He answered it by giving me the quickest real kiss I have ever had. A week later he broke up with his girlfriend. I wasn't the full reason why, but I helped. Josh kept asking me to be his girl friend, but I would say no because I didn’t feel ready for commitment... flirting is way too fun! Three weeks later, I finally said yes on November 18th. I have now gotten my flirting habit under control. You will rarely find me flirting with someone else now. I love Josh too much. I guess our time to be together finally came. Whenever I was single, he had a girlfriend. Whenever he was single, I was involved with another guy. My dream has finally come true; I have always wanted to date a best friend. He knows me better than anyone else! His family is amazing too. They treat me like family. I even hang out at his house when he isn't there. My little sister, Whitney has become friends with his little sister Michelle. I am able to call his parents by their first names and they call me by my nickname Kenny. They give me hugs and take care of me in more than a million ways. Right now I live at their house half of the time. So yeah, that is my boyfriend, and I plan on staying with him for quite sometime! :D

Wish List

So, everyone has their oh, so AMAZING Christmas wish lists; everyone except me. You see, I can't think of anything I really want. Well, of coarse there are a billion things I want like... diamonds and ponies and laptops, but those kind of gifts are not going to happen, are they. That is what I thought, so I have had to think of some cheeper items. This has been SO difficult. Where shall I begin?

• A giant teddy bear!
• A Massage Gift Cetificate!
• Car accessories (seat covers, wheel covers, things to hang from my mirror, etc)
• Thoughtful gifts
• Colored contacts... I guess...
• IPOD Wall charger
• PS2 games... I know we are getting one for christmas!
• Movies I don't have (check with my sister)
• More clothes (though I am content as I am)
• More jewelry (same as above

Then there are the more expensive gifts...

• A camera
• Laptop
• A new phone with Verizon service
• New bed set! (which...seeing as it is a few days before Christmas, I already know I have this one! Shouts for joy!)- decorative pillows....[see picture]
• CD player in my car
• A million dollars
• etc

Yeah, so if you were wondering, you now have an official list. Isn't last minute shopping so much fun?!?!?! I still have some to do with the little money I have. Well, this has been fun! I will let you go out and buy me more presents... after you leave a short comment of coarse! JK. I love you all. bye!

2.5 somethings?

Okay, so it has been 2.5 months since I last blogged. I have just been so busy. Sorry everyone. So much has happened. There was Bingham Ball which was held at the University Park Marriot down town. They combined our Halloween stomp and our original winter formal to make it a Mascarade. That was exciting. I don't have any pictures just yet, but I will post some as soon as possible.

Then there was the musical. It is over now... sad to say. I loved it and it was an experience I will never forget. If you had never heard of it... I can tell you this. It is a little perverted. I was a secretary named Katty Smith who was yrs old and wrote the gossip column. The musical effected everyone in it. Everyone became overly flirtatious (including me). I know what you are thinking... "how could Kendra become more flirtatious than she already is?" Well, I did. And because of that I am giving about 4 back scratches or massages to people everyday. My hands are so much stronger... I think.

Another new and exciting thing is... *drum roll* I have a boyfriend! Right now is our 3rd week only, but he has basically been my best guy friend over the past 1.5 years. I have liked him the whole time, but I guess we weren't supposed to get together until recently. I could go on about him forever, but I will have to do a whole nother blog about him some other time.

Wow, time really flys by. It is already December and I have officially started my Madrigal season. I found out I only have 8 free days until Chrstmas. And that is if no more performances are scheduled. I love being a Madrigal. It has been one of the best experiences of my life. My vocal skills have improved dramatically and and my stage fright has decreased. I would love it if people I knew popped up at any of my concerts. I would love them forever! ;) And don't forget about Candlelight too. We aren't doing all of our songs there though, just so you know.

Musical tryouts!

Okay, so I have the best news in the world... yes, it is the best. End of discussion! Anywho, so my school Bingham High School (which I love) had Musical tryouts about 2 weeks ago. I tried out of course! I sung "I cain't say No" from Oklahoma. I had this whole character planned out and I believed I had it down pretty well. I walk into the choir room fully preparred. Then while listening to a young man before me sing "If I were a Rich Man," I forgot my first note. He left... so I slowly stood up on my feet, walked to the piano, gave Miss Hatch my music, and prepared myself. Then as she played the introduction, I was too focused on my first note that I forgot the words! *gasp* I know... it is terrible. They told me to start over, so I quickly looked at the music and it all came back to me! Then as I was focusing on the words, I didn't get into character. Instead of singing with a talking/singing voice, i sang in a choral voice. Don't get me wrong... it sounded beautiful.... really. It just didn't sound the way i wanted. Oh well, I made the musical... that is all that matters to me. I am in the ensemble! Yay for me. I am so excited! Oh, wait a minute! I never told you what the musical was! Do you want to know? Are you sure? fine, it is.... *drum roll* "How to succeed in business without even trying." I get to be a secretary! We have only had 3 practices so far, but I couldn't be happier... letterally. Well, I guess I better get going. I have a Madrigal party to go to!

Makeup.... it really works

Yeah, so I decided that makeup and taking time to get ready for the day really makes a difference. I would say this is the real deal... these pictures, but I am too ashamed of my acne... so I edited it out on the first one only. The last one is real besides the fact that I cropped it. Anywho, this is basically me before I got ready for the day and the finnishing look. You could call it a before and after pic! For all you guys out there, this is why girls where make up. The pictures don't even justify the real thing. It is kind of hard to tell that I took a shower and I straightened my hair, but just so you know... I did. OKay, this blog isn't going anywhere. So I just thought you all should know.... man... I guess this is what it comes to.... blogging about my daily morning routine. WOW... okay, well I guess I get to go to work now. Thats right... it seems that all I do is sleep eat and work. Then when school starts... homework will be added. I don't seem to have time for fun anymore... okay I do, but yeah. What I am trying to say is... call me!.... so I wont be so bored anymore! As my best freind would say... "Toodle pip!" (aka... goodbye)

ex boyfriend

You see this guy right here? His name is Josh Jay Jones. We have been together for a month... about. It was one awesome month! I had my birthday and so did he. So much happened between us that made is closer and closer. I thought things would work out and this relationship would last. I was so excited. Last Friday we went on a date and he gave me this beautiful necklace that I have been wearing everyday. That day I felt like I knew him so much better. I understood everything about him... why he did things the way he did. I learned to look past everything and love him. So that is exactly what I told him that night... that I loved him. I don't know whether it was because of those three words or it was because he realized how weird I am, but these past four days he had been avoiding me in all ways possible. It hurt more than anything I had felt in a while. I cried every night wondering what was wrong and being paranoid that this guy I had fallen in love with was about to dump me. By the 3rd night, I realized that no respectful boyfriend would treat his girlfriend this way, so I planned on breaking up with him on our one month day... this Saturday. It looks like he beat me to it... he broke up with me today over text. How lame is that?

• he said "Hey buddy i have been doing some thinking lately and i just decided that this is not working out so i think we should just be friends"

Anyway, so I do not understand why this happened. All I can do is look on the bright side of things. Of coarse I still love him and maybe I always will... because he will always be a part of me. Well, i guess this explains why I am single yet agian.... maybe it doesn't, but I just thought everyone should know what has been going on in my life since my last post. I guess I will write again after my Madrigal retreat this weekend. I would like some feedback on this whole big situation... maybe something to add to the bright side. I don't know. Bye then

JOBS! Finally!

Yeah, so it feels like I haven't written something interesting in a long time... even though stuff really does happen in my life... I promise. I mentioned my boyfriend in my last blog, but I still don't have pictures of him... because they are on his camera and my sisters never let me borrow theirs. Anyway, I did get a job.. or 2. There is one at Kohl's. This job I just got and it sounds fun and I get paid $7/hr for now. I will be working in recovery in the kids dept after I return from girls camp. I love how professional it feals. Then I also got a job at Boondocks. They started training me a few days ago... at snack bar! out of all places! I didn't like it. After I had worked at Little Caesars for 8 months I vowed to never work with food of any kind ever again. I don't like the environment either. Maybe I am not cut out for this job... besides they only pay $6/hr. I rather just have a job at Kohl's. I don't want the confusion of trying to figure out the schedules for both. Well... I don't have anything real interesting to write in this blog, so if you want to read something interesting, you might want to take a look at my previous blog on tips for guys in a relationship. I love those!

relationship tips

I got this as a bulliten on my myspace, but it is one of my favorites, so I always wanted to remember it. I decided to blog about it. Sure some of them could be changed, but I agree with most of them. Esspecially since my boy friend (yes I have one and his name is Josh Jay Jones) did number 12. He gave me his ring. I always wear it... and I rarely even wear jewelry at all. I guess once I get pictures on my computer I will write more about him. Anywho, I don't know what guy wrote this, but he's a genius. Every single guy on the face of the earth should read this. If they did, girls would probably get treated a lot better than they do...This was written by a guy who has had years of experience. and he's pretty damn good. with girls..

1. Whatever you do, don't just show up at their house [without notice]...they run around in their underwear just like we do.
2. DON'T EVER CHEAT ON THEM. It may seem foolproof, but girls tell each other everything about everything. Trust me, they WILL find out and you will be mud.
3. Beware of every single male relative and all guy friends. Any of them would kick your ass at the drop of a hat, and a lot of them wouldn't even wait for the hat.
4. NEVER miss an opportunity to tell them they're beautiful.
5. DON'T refuse to kiss in front of your friends. If they laugh at you, it's because they're jealous.
6. If they slap you hard, you deserved it.
7. Don't be afraid to touch them if you want to. If they're going out with you in the first place, it's because they like being in your arms.
8. If you don't sleep with them, DO NOT tell your friends that you did.
8. If you DO sleep with them, DON'T tell your friends that you did.
9. You can be dirty minded in private, really...most of them are not offended by it...
10. Not all of them eat like birds, a lot of them can eat like whales.
11. Most of them don't mind paying half of everything, but they do discuss these things with their friends. Realize that if you make your girlfriend pay half all the time, everyone will know about it and your friends will know you're a pussy..11. Do you honestly need all your money that much? Be a man, pay all the time!
12. Every girl should eventually get three things from her boyfriend- a stuffed animal, ONE OF HIS SWEATSHIRTS, and a really PRETTY RING (plastic ones from machines count). Even if it's not a serious relationship.
13. Make sure she gets home safely as often as you can. If you're dropping her off, walk her to the door. If you aren't dropping her off, call to be sure she's home safely.
14. If a guy is bothering her, it is your right to beat the shit out of him.
15. If you're talking to a female friend of yours, PULL YOUR GIRLFRIEND CLOSER.
16. NEVER, ever slap her, even if it's just in a joking way. Even if she swats you first, and says, "Oh, you're so dumb" or something, never make any gestures back.
17. Go to a chick flick once in a while. She doesn't care whether you enjoy it or not, it just matters that you went.
18. You're dead meat if you can't get along with their pets, parents, and best friends. Be prince charming to their friends, Mr. Polite to their parents, and make sure to be nice to their animals.
19. Don't flirt with their moms...that's just freaky.
20. Don't be freaked out by PMS. It's not gross, and it really does make them feel like shit, so be understanding.
21. If you don't like the way they drive, you do it.
22. If you're officially dating, and you're introducing her to your friends, you'd better damn well introduce her as your girlfriend.
23. Don't stress where you go for every date. They really only want to be with you.
24. If they complain that something hurts, rub it for them WITHOUT being asked.
25. Girls are fragile. Even if you're play fighting/wrestling, be very gentle.
26. Memorize their birthdays. You forget her birthday and you're basically screwed for life.
27. Don't marinade the cologne, but smell good.
28. Don't give her something stupid for her birthday or Christmas or Valentine's day. It doesn't have to be expensive, but it has to be meaningful.
29. If you think the relationship isn't going to last, don't wait to find out. It will only hurt her more if you draw it out.
30. After you've been dating for a while, realize that they really have started to have a lot more responsibility, privilege and control than you would think. Be careful with it, most guys would kill for that kind of power, and it can be lost in a nanosecond.
31. NEVER, and i mean NEVER make her do anything she doesn't wanna do. Because if you do she'll think that you're only after one thing.

(and i think you all know what that is)(If you have read this and you are a girl, then some of these things are actually really true...am I right?! And if you read this and you are a guy, then these are like the best tips you could ever get!)

Don't Ask

Yeah... you are probably wondering what this exactly is.......... well, don't ask. I was bored out of my mind. Right now it is 6:33. I have been up for the past 2.5 hrs. I have never been up this early since school got out. Why am I up this early? even I can't answer this question. I have just found myself not tired. I have tried to take up my time doing several different things.... like writing in my journal for over an hour... then I took a shower. I even tried talking to my sister while she was talking in her sleep. It was hilarious listening her talk about a pharmacy at Albertsons. Yeah, I love that girl. I have been going insane because at this time in the morning all of my friends are asleep. I have no one to talk to or do anything with. I have ran out of things to do online... which is why I am now blogging about this great experience while repeatedly listening to 3 of the Rascal Flatts CDs.... well, I haven't gotten through them all yet. Don't worry, I will soon. Now for more rambling... did you know I have seen every movie in the theater that sounds even remotely good. yeah.... there is nothing left, so tomorrow when I go on a super date that I am excited for... i will watch Cars for the second time. I can't stop thinking about how the date will go. I guess that is what happens when you find your mind wandering at 4 AM. Yeah... now I don't know what else to ramble about. I guess I could mention how my friend Anneliesa and that guy Seth are officailly together. Where I have never even had an official boyfriend. I will live... I have so far. You know what? I think that this blog needs to have a theme to it, but for some reason I can't think of one. I wonder why! I know... I didn't get any sleep... but I am not tired... that doesn't mean I would think clearly. Hmm... well, I think I am going to go now. I guess I can fill up the next few hours with reading. ok.. well toodles!

BOYS!!!

I hate them all. They all are exactly the same! They like to lead you on, make you fall in love with them, and break your heart. I have had this same experience happen to me a thousand of times. I am tired of it. All I want is for one guy to prove to me that they are not all the same. I mean... already this summer I have gone on several dates... and the process just repeats itself! I guess it is just that ever since I have ended things with Kelly 2 months ago, I have been looking for something new. I guess I am just looking too hard. Right after Youth Conference, I went on a date with a great guy named Seiya... he is half Japanese. We have so much in common. He didn't really hurt me though... because I kept myself safe on this date. In my head I just rememeberd that he is leaving on a mission in a few months... so nothing would come out of it. He is still one of my many crushes and I am very happy to have met him. But then a week ago I met a guy named Andrew at my friend Katrina's b-day party. I wish I hadn't. He broke my heart. I mean... 6 days ago he took me on the best date I had had in a while. We went hiking to the twin lakes and took pictures with eachother and the great view. I was actually happy. Then we went swimming and... he kissed me. I know I should have stopped him, but I returned the affection. I actually thought, "this might go somewhere and I might a have a boyfriend soon!" We kissed several times throughout the night... even at his house (don't worry... I kept my promise and didn't make out). I was falling in love yet again. I even liked his family. His mom was way awesome! Then I got hurt again... today. Apparently I am not good enough for his parents just because our religions are different. Why does religion matter? If 2 people like eachother than that shouldn't matter, should it? Well, I always stay friends with people who break my heart, so I hope we can still be friends. I also hope that I can not make this stupid choice again. I am now making a vow to never kiss a guy again unless we are a couple. This is because I hate the fact that everytime I kiss a guy, it is only once. I have never kissed a guy more than once. Am I really that bad? who knows. Anyway, back on topic... I am just looking for that special guy who can lift me off my feet and can care for me and love me. Sorry about all of this... I just needed to get this out.

Youth Conference

FYI: I forgot to bring a camera, so all of my pictures are from the net (if my computer will work ever that is! I am having difficulties lately....sorry)

I just returned from my great experience of Youth Conference! I did not believe I was going to have so much FUN! We went up to Utah State University where we had the chance to stay in dorms along with 5 other groups from all over Utah! For those three great days we did a billion things. We started out with swimming. It was fun, but a little stupid. We hardly new each other and were all off in our own little groups of 3 or 4 people. Oh well. We played a few get to know you games as a ward and then went star gazing! It was okay... I was a little loopy because of the 3 hours of sleep the night before. It was worth seeing Superman! Anyway, back to the subject...
Stargazing! We looked at different planets through telescopes.... I had never done this before! There was the moon with all of the craters in sight along with Jupiter (with 4 moons), Mars (very red), Saturn (with the ring around it), and a globular cluster! I usually only see this kind of stuff in pictures. Who knew I would have this chance!
The next day was the best ever! As a ward we played a few interesting games that taught us team work. We did all sorts of things like racing on 2 wooden logs that we couldn't fall off of (hard to explain), logic games, getting across a "river" using 6 wooden blocks, helping team mates get through a maze, etc. It was fun. After a short break and lunch, we visited the Logan temple that sits on top of a hill. The place was beautiful and we had a great history lesson out by a few trees. Returning back to campus, we prepared for the exciting Aggie Games! We mixed up with members in the other 4 groups and split into 8 groups. This was the beginning of the end! I finally met with people outside my ward. Personally, I was not too happy before this. My group started with a few games of Volleyball, then had some Aggie Ice-cream, and followed that by playing "Rock, paper scissors." Weirdest game ever! I had never heard of it before. There were 2 separate teams wearing flags and each team would agree on one object... rock, paper, or scissors. Then both teams would face each other and find out which team won! The winning team would chase the losers and grab flags. The ones who didn't make it to safety with flags in tact would change teams. Yeah, my team so WON! WOOT!!! There were other activities on this huge field like ultimate Frisbee, rock climbing, and water games. Throughout the games I was able to meet a guy named Ben Paul from Morgan City and a guy named Seiya (half Japanese) from Taylorsville City. They were both built and very attractive *blush* I got their numbers by the end of the week. :D Turns out these games gave me a very distinct sunburn which is now tan. Sadly, it shows when I go swimming. :( Oh well.
They banquet was okay..: P but after a super speaker, we went to the dance a half an hour late. When we arrive... NO ONE WAS DANCING! What kind of dance is this? By now, my ward and bonded and become best friends. We all headed to the middle of the floor and just started dancing! I loved how we were the life of the party! I believe I danced every song! Luckily it was in a court yard outside with beautiful landscape. I found it strange that most of the guys I danced with were from the other groups. Of course I danced with Ben along with 3 other cute friends of his. There was also Seiya Bryant... yeah... I loved dancing with him. We even talked for a little when the song was over. We have so much in common. It made me realize that I never get the chance to show my full self to people because they would never understand. I am a girl who reads Manga...Graphic novels... to others they see them as kiddish cartoons from Japan that are ridiculous... especially since you read them backwards. I was always afraid that if anyone found out that part about me that they wouldn't like me. To Seiya I could show my whole self. Around him I am free...from what I know. Of course, I just met the guy. Anyway, back to the dance. I also met this hot kid from a different part of Draper named Brandon Perry. I had a really fun conversation.... besides the parts where my ward friends rudely (jk) interrupted because they knew him. That is when it hit me... THIS was the guy they all were talking about! We were going to go on a date when conference was over, but it turned out he had work. Oh well. I went with Seiya instead (I will post about this in one of the next posts).
The dance was followed an hour and a half midnight swim! This one was a billion times better because we had all become friends and mingled with everyone from the 5 groups. I mean, I played basketball in the water with the bishop. That is kinda weird, but I loved it! I also liked the fact that I was able to spend these last few days with people who had the same values as me and wore modest clothing and swimming suits.
The next morning I woke up and went on a search for all of those guys I wanted to keep in touch with. I got Ben's number, Seiya's number, and Brandon's number! I don't know if I will ever see Ben again, but the other 2 I am going to try and hang out with because you can never have too many friends, right? Well, YC was over and we were all tired from the sun, walking, activities, and not enough sleep. I came home and wished I could have fallen to sleep, but I had somewhere to go 2.5 hours later. I learned something from this experience... if I want to go to Utah State like I planned... DONT LIVE IN THE DORMS :P Apartments are the way to go!

Sisters

I have been pretty bored lately and as you can tell, I have nothing better to do than spend hours upon hours creating things on the internet. I kind of stole this idea of a picture from my sister Brooke! oh well. Also, you are probably wondering why I am not in the picture that is wher the family is... well, I was the one taking the picture! I don't believe that Luke the dog would be able to do such things. This is basically just all of my sisters. They are aswesomely awesome and I feel like I don't talk about them enough. I love them tons and grew up with them and they are the best things that have happened to me in my lifetime. I would not be who I am today without them! Well, enough rambling, I think I am done with this blog. And to think, the picture took a billion times longer to make... :P

colorful life

WOW.... does my life sound "colorful?" what does colorful mean? I wonder....
Well, my hair has gone red. I don't think that will change what I am inside... blonde. I am always such a dits or whatever. I say the stupidest things and am way clumsy and yeah... I am a blonde at heart. My life has been... confusing. I have been hanging out with my friend James lately. On Friday he took me to see Cars with his little brother and I was in his arms during the movie... and in front of his little brother too! The thing is... I don't like him like that... I think. I have always thought of him as a brother I didn't have or something along those lines. So right now I am confused of weather it is him I like or his family or yeah... I am not making sense, so I am going to end this blog right now! HA... ha

Summer...so far

My summer so far... lets see... there is swimming, a "camping" trip with Anneliesa in my backyard, swimming, 12 movies within 3 days, swimming, boys going after Anneliesa only, and swimming. Yeah, pretty much that is it. Sometimes I wonder. All throughout highschool I have wanted an official boyfriend that I like and likes me back. All I have gotten are a few unofficial relationships that don't go anywhere besides holding hands like... once. Then there are the cases where I like a boy but he likes my friend or a boy likes me and I have no interest in them (no offense). It just never works out. Then I have go my friend Anneliesa who has never really wanted the whole highschool relationship deal. She has 3 crushes right now and we know for sure that 2 of them would die just to have her as their girlfriend. I think this situation is twisted Sometimes I wonder why does it work out this way? Oh well, that is my boy situtation right now... I have no guys I like or guys that like me. And if there are any, then I have no clue who. But yeah

On to my swimming. Last time we went swimming at the South Jordan swimming pool, we only swam one hour before some young boy just had to throw up and close the place down for 2 hours. I ended up leaving. Anneliesa and I got free open plnuge passes for that! We went again on Wednesday for about 4.5 hours. That was crazy! We just HAD to wait for Seth the life gaurd to get off work and come swimming with us...or with Anneliesa I should say. Afterwards I saw ANOTHER movie at the dollar theater called Failure to Launch. It is good, although I think they could have chosen a better girl actress. Oh well, I got home by 11PM and yeah... that was a boring day. I got to sit back and watch Anneliesa fall in love. :P She insisted I was flirting with a lifeguard named Chris who I had just met. I guess it is possible. I don't think it will last though. Oh well. Sorry that this entry has been pretty boring.... I guess I am just bored out my mind and I felt like typing down everything going on in head. And if you were wondering what happended with that Brett kid from the 2nd, well, nothing happened. The next time I saw him,we were back to our usual Hi and How are you doing? Oh well, it is not meant to be. That is it for now. I am "signing out"... I couldn't think of another way to enda blog....sry.

my HAIR!!!!

My hair... is beautimous... jk... my hair is... SHORT!! In real life it has that super short choppy look to it. I am in love with it!! i also got my eyebrows waxed. I don't know if you can tell the difference in the pictures, but in real life I could. When I went in to get my hair cut, the lady thought I was around 20. When I left I thought I looked older. I wonder how old I look now. * scared* yeah, so I look older, I don't really care. Anywho, I think I am done talking about my hair. It just gave me something to update about.

Officialness!!

I am an Official MADRIGAL. It finally happened! Last Tuesday after the yearbook stomp and before senior sunrise, I had to come to school at 7AM and gather around the B statue near our seminary building. It is traditional for the old Madrigals and new ones to do this every year. Brooke bawled her eyes out last year. I was suprised to see no one crying at all. They were all happy and crazy! I don't know how to word this exactly, but we all start out in two circles (one inside the other). The old Madrigals sing the M-AZING school him turn around and light our candles (yes we have candles) and blow thiers out. We switch places becoming the inner circle and sing the school him. Yeah, that wasn't too pretty. Oh well, I will be learning it at retreat! YAY for cabins and singing! I am so excited! I am a Madrigal! I can't believe it.. well, now I can, but yeah!

school is OUT!! :D

Yeah, so the school year is officially OVER!!!! I don't know weather to scream and shout or cry or smile or what. Oh well, I can tell you these last few days have been laid back yet busy at the same time. Lets start on Friday the 2nd....
It was the day of Kelly Christensens b-day! I was going to get him a CTR ring but his sister got to it before me. It has been over a week now and I still can't think of what I want to get him now. Oh well. That last day was M-azing! It started off just going to school. This was no normal day. Instead of having the normal 4 periods each day, we had all 8 days in one day. I loved it. I learned nothing. I just became picture crazy. I wish I could have put more pictures on here. We had been playing this game called Gotcha within a group of about 20 friends. I had got 2 of them by the end of the week. LOL Yeah, i think the game died. Everyone stopped playing. Oh well, we were just preparing for next year. Then after school we went to Libby Gardner Hall... you know all about that from my previous post.
Then on Monday I don't believe I went to any of my classes.... and if I did it was only for a couple minutes. This day was yet another picture day! It wasn't my best hair day though, so I won't show any pictures from this incident. :D I got some crazy ones of my friends!! So yeah!
That night was our school yearbook stomp. I didn't know I could get my yearbook so full! It was tons of fun to look everywhere and find someone you knew! I think my bumb became numb from sitting on the gym floor for so long... :P I was glad when they had us go out onto the football field to see the burning of the B!! I found Chris and Brianna on my way outside! Yeah, Chris is insane! No wonder everyone loves him. LOL But he left and graduated. I am going to miss him so much!
Yeah, so now school was basically done for all of those super seniors. I was not finnished at all. We Juniors still had to become seniors for next year... at SENIOR SUNRISE!!! Which just happened to start at 5 in the morning! Blah!!! I got 3 hours of sleep. Alexis and I had fun staying up until 2 am. I found out something new... I talk in my sleep. Apparently I called her a sweetheart sometime while I was asleep. Makes me wonder what i was dreaming about. I don't even remember. Well, some people just had all nighters and never went to sleep. At 5 we had pancakes in the football stadium and just sat around going crazy until the sun rised around 6:30 ish. I got some cute pictures of few people who just found out they liked eachother. Ahhh... *sighs*young love. Why can't I have such a thing? I am single and well.... actually, I love it. I can flirt with whomever I want to. ;) Well, when the sun rised i finally found my friend Richard. He is fun... isn't the sunrise so pretty behind us? j/k....
Well, now I am an official Senior. It is pretty exciting. Now I have a summer to start. I wonder how bored I will get.... a LOT!!! AUGH.... I hope people call me ;) so we can hang out a TON. I am going to go swimming a lot. That is a deffinate. Now only if I can find rides. Thats all for now!